Trying

by Faith Holt

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Drive around in silence cause every song on the radio
Reminds me of someone I used to know
Someone who felt like home
Sometimes I wish I never felt happier than I do right now
It’s always worse than the last time around
I think it’d be easier to just stay down

But I’m trying
I’m trying

There’s a voice in my head screaming out
"You’ll never be anyone’s anything"
It’s getting easier to believe
The thoughts in my head are scaring me
Too much or not enough is all I always seem to be
It’s getting easier to believe
But I know it’s not as bad as it seems

So I'm trying
I'm trying

What if I never have anyone the way they have me
And I spend my whole life living this cycle on repeat
How do I ignore the lie that it’s all my fault
Upset in my car on a Saturday night
And not one person answers when I call

And I don’t think I have it in me to say one more goodbye
Oh, God could you just get the guts to just come down and tell me why
Tell me how this all works out in a plan that I don’t understand
Cause I’m trying so hard to believe, but I don’t think I can

Cause I would give up anything
I would give up anything, to not feel this way

But I’m trying
I’m trying

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released November 16, 2018

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