Sometimes there's a voice inside my head
Asks, "What are you doing 'cause you're not doing this right
Who do you think you are to think that this was meant for you
Who do you think you are 'cause these are things that you will never do."
And there are days, it never really stops
Reminds me of everyone who left, maybe they were right
Says, "Maybe this was all your fault, maybe you're the one who's wrong
'Cause you're the one who shuts people out and causes it to fall
It was your fault all along."
And truth is lately I haven't prayed in months
See I'm just really good at keeping this act up
Doesn't take much to fool the world, they only see with their eyes
But when it comes down to it you can't fool yourself
'Cause it'll tear you apart inside
It's tearing me apart
'Cause see I've got questions about the way things are
How they should really be and how they should not
What's all that talk about being free that I heard when growing up
'Cause I see people who should be but the world hasn't beat them enough
Will it ever be enough?
And there's the ones who turned their backs on me
Every time I think I forgive I find it's not what I mean
I keep dreaming they come to my face and they let me say what I want
But it's not what I really want
To forgive's what I really want
But I can't
No, I can't yet
'Cause see I, I was born inside this world
So there's parts of me I have to fight to control
Parts I know I should put to rest 'cause it's not who I should be
And more mistakes will come but that's okay
'Cause there's more than that to me
There's more than that to me
'Cause even when I turn away and say I don't believe
I find that even then he's making ways for me
When I give up hope, everything I've known
When I've never felt more alone
When I can't see the end or where I begin
He still breathes through me
And when these eyes fail, and this heart feels pain
When I can't see through this rain
He finds a way through everything 'cause he never gives up on me
When I lose myself to the things of this world
When I lose myself to wanting more
When I find myself so far away that I give up on everything
When I can't see past the place I'm in
And when I curse those around me
He still comes to where I am
'Cause he never
He never
He never
Gives up on me
I'm still here with all these questions
And I may, I may never get the answers
I know I will always believe, but sometimes it's not easy
I know you still love me
I don't know how you love me but you do
Folky and sparse on the face of it, but there's a richness and emotional gravitas to this EP. I've spent some time trying to figure out how that was done but it's still magic to me, really. mcharper
This is the first album I found that really spoke to me as a young fem.
From the simplicity, the bass drum, specifically in landfill is so steady and soothing. I love landfill because it perfectly portrays trauma bonds, sexual or romantic relationships rooted in power imbalance. Being led on, unrequited love, constantly being clueless if someone is a real friend, or a lover. Are they yours or are they ruthlessly rogue. Untameable. Love and hate are such similar feelings, and they often mingle. clementinehatepageichangedmymind
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