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Hell in My Head

by Faith Holt

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How do you run from someone when the someone is yourself
Cause I keep thinking about all the things that I've felt
I think the hell in my head might be the only one I believe in now

My head is on fire, can you feel the heat yet?
Stick around, I might start screaming everything that I meant
Only one who can put the fire out is me
But yet I hold both the extinguisher and gasoline

So could you do me a favor
Drag me down and drown me in the river
Maybe then I'd believe it
I just want something to believe in, again

The last month and a half, well it's been quite the battle
Had to call my best friend, say I'm not doing well
And I don't like to admit it but yet here I am
Like an empty bottle of alcohol sitting on a shelf

Someone asked me if I'd been eating at all
So I lied through my teeth, started building up walls
Cause everywhere that felt safe has become some kind of prison
So I just run around in circles so I'm not locked in it

So could you do me a favor
Drag me down and drown me in the river
Maybe then I'd believe it
I just want something to believe in, again

Sometimes I think I'd rip my own heart out if I could
But I'm trying to believe the pain is worth all the good
Cause I know that it's out there, I have felt it
But now it haunts me in my sleep, feels like I was dreaming

Cause the god I believe in wouldn't stand for all of this
I can't grasp the idea love is now politics
Either your god is wrong, or maybe it's mine
But if it turns out I'm at fault, I don't wanna be right

I don't wanna be right
I don't wanna be right
I don't wanna be right
Why would I wanna be right

I don't wanna be right
I don't wanna be
Why would I wanna be right

So could you do me a favor
Let's go down and let's empty the river
Maybe then they'd believe it
Maybe then

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released March 23, 2018
Guitars and Vocals: Faith Holt
Drums: David Huff
Bass and Keyboards: Eddie de Pool

Tracked and mixed by Eddie de Pool at BlueTape Studios in Hermitage, TN

Mastered by David Brancato at Synebridge Studios in Los Angeles, CA

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